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Wednesday, August 30, 2006

15 Year Highschool Reunion

Wow.....I can't believe that it has been 15 years since I've been out of highschool. It really doesn't seem like it's been that long, but it has and it was good to catch up with people after all these years. Even though I stayed in Rochester, for 13 years after highschool, there were several people that I hadn't seen in 15 years. A few moved away, but a good number of folks stayed in tha Roc.

The reuinion was well organized and everyone looked good. On the real though, there were some people that I had to look at the nametag to remember who they were. Some I didn't remember that well as we didn't talk much in highschool. One thing I had forgotten was that I didn't take a senior picture. I don't know what happened, but I felt a little left out because everyones senior picture flashed across the screen during dinner and mine was missing. None the less, a brotha was happy to have got up out that joint.

During the tour, we were told that Wilson Magnet is now rated as the 24th best highschool in America. That's pretty prestigous given the number of highschools in the country. They have also upgraded the school, and I'll tell ya, these youngsters have it good (I know I sound old..."youngsters", who says that.....LOL). They built a whole new section onto the school, with a new gym, they have a plasma TV in the lunchroom now, they have a new beautiful library, and new locker rooms among other things. Here are a few pictures of my fellow Wilson alum:


The outside of the school


The picture is the man who the school is named after

The flags represent flags from the nations of current and past Wilson students


Group pic outside the school. Believe me there were more in our class, but only a few showed up for the school tour
(don't want people to think I was in a "special" class.....LOL)


Me, gettin' ready to hit the evening party


Us at the hors'd'vours/happy hour portion of the evening


Us after dinner and several drinks......open bar all night and we were feelin' lovely!

Thursday, August 24, 2006

Entertaining Television

Noah's Arc
I just got through watching the 3rd episode of Noah's Arc and all I can say is drama! Well there wasn't that much drama until the end, when Alex was apologizing to Guy for being jealous of he and Tre's friendship. When Guy (apparently Gay Guy) hugged him and then said in his ear "wait 'til I take your man bitch!", I just about fell out! At first I thought Alex was dreaming, but I don't think that was the case. This is the kind of drama and suspense that Noah's Arc needed to boost it's ratings and likability this season.

Personally, I think the show is much better this season and I found myself rushing home tonight from my part time job to catch it. I missed last weeks episode, so I found myself going on iTunes to download it, instead of waiting for it to run again on Logo. I'm glad the story lines have improved and that there is more depth to the issues they are dealing with on the show. I like the flirting between Noah and Wade, that plants the seeds of a possible reconnection, but subtle enough that it leaves you wondering if it will really happen. I am glad that they aren't all of a sudden back together after one episode, which is how fast story lines seemed to move in the first season.

Fantasia Barrino movie
I surprisingly found myself liking her autobiographical movie "Life Is Not a Fairy Tail" that came on The Lifetime Channel the other night. Fantasia played herself in the movie, which I was a bit suspect about, but she did a good job I thought. She's a good actress and I like how they incorporated actual clips of her when she was on American Idol. Overall I enjoyed the movie and think she can have a future in acting. In most of the movie she had longer hair (weave), which I thought made her look better than with the short hair. I think the short hair makes her lips look bigger as well as her face. The longer hair tones both down to make her look.......well as cute as she's gonna get.

Kadeem Hardison played her father, and looked old. I know that's how they had him look in the movie for the role, but I suppose he hasn't really had many acting options since "A Different World" and "A Vampire in Brooklyn", which starred Eddie Murphy and the always ghetto fabulous "you gots to coordinate" John Witherspoon. Loretta Divine played her grandmother. I would have been offended if someone asked me to play the grandmother of someone who I'm only old enough to be their mother in real life. But I suppose that she hasn't really starred in any big movies since "Waiting to Exhale" so she's taking what she can get..........I ain't mad at that.

Surviors next season
Did you all hear that the next season of the hit CBS show Survivor will be splitting the teams along racial lines? That should be interesting to say the least. I don't really watch the show, but I always watch CBS's morning show before going to work and Harry Smith always does a recap of the previous nights show and interviews the most recent ousted member.

I think they are really gonna get the drama they're looking for this season on Cook Island. The races on the show will be a Black tribe, a White tribe, a Hispanic tribe and an Asian tribe. So is this a ploy to increase ratings by exploiting racial tensions that will no doubt rear their ugly heads on the show? The show's host Jeff Probst said on yesterday morning's Early Show

"the idea for this actually came from the criticism that Survivor was not ethnically diverse enough, because for whatever reason, we always have a low number of minority applicants apply for the show".

So I guess this move is to create an equal opportunity show? It'll be interesting to see how the next season of Survivor plays out.

Wednesday, August 16, 2006

More of the BGMLC in the news

I did an interview with a woman named Kellee Terrell who is a reporter for poz.com on Monday. I think she did a good job of balancing this story out. I still can't believe how much exposure this story has gotten nationally. Here is the article she wrote which can also be found here.
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Bang-Bang, You’re Dead: HIV Activists Shoot Down Fear-Based Prevention

by Kellee Terrell

August 16, 2006—Take the face of a young, handsome African-American man. Put it squarely in the crosshairs of a sniper’s rifle. Slap that image on a poster, with the tagline “HIV: Have You Been Hit?” Then plaster the ad on public buses, trolleys, and trains—and in clinics and print and broadcast ads—across Philadelphia. And what do you get? Depending upon whom you ask in the City of Brotherly Love, you have either a vital recipe for HIV prevention among gay and bisexual men of color—or yet another incendiary stereotype suggesting that guns and violence are the only language African-American men can understand.

The $236,000 campaign, which the Philadelphia Department of Public Health launched in May, responds to alarming data that the Centers for Disease Control (CDC) released last year. The report found that in five American cities (Philadelphia wasn’t included), 46% of African-American men who have sex with men (MSM) were HIV positive; two-thirds of those had told pretest interviewers that they believed they were negative.

What’s more, the CDC notes, African Americans are ten times more likely than Caucasians to be diagnosed with full-blown AIDS when they first test positive for HIV, due partly to low testing rates. So the city interviewed several advertising firms, then tapped the local, black-owned Zigzag agency to craft a strategy. “This was an entire social marketing campaign,” says Mark Norris, 45, Zigzag’s president. “This campaign is about saving lives.”

And indeed, many in its target demographic embraced it. Carlos Harkum, a 25-year-old HIV positive gay man who lives in gun-ravaged North Philadelphia, told POZ.com, “I liked the ads. I thought they were catchy, and people need to get tested here. It’s like, ‘Have you been hit?’ ”

However, the campaign itself was hit—when it crossed hairs with another Philadelphia health emergency. As of August 16, a wave of record-breaking gun violence had claimed 244 murder victims in the city since January 1, 2006—most of them African-American. (Another 1,200 Philadelphians have been injured.) The perceived threat is so severe that in July, Philadelphia Mayor John Street made a rare public television address, urging citizens to “take a deep breath before resorting to the use of guns to settle minor conflicts.”

Not-so-minor conflicts arose over Zigzag’s poster—as gay, African-American and AIDS activists assailed the city and the agency, citing what they called an insensitive and self-reinforcing affirmation of violence. Hassan Gibbs, 49, an HIV positive treatment educator at Philadelphia’s largest AIDS service organization (ASO), Philadelphia Fight, says he didn’t mind the ads at first but soon changed his mind when activists sent him e-mails. Gibbs, who is gay, says, “Every day here is like Iraq; every day we count down [the murders] on the news. The [Zigzag] ads are culturally inappropriate. Young men here glorify shooting each other, and [the firm] should have left the guns out of the ad.” Diagnosed in 1985, Gibbs says he is living proof that, as he puts it, “HIV is not a death sentence” and that contrary to the ads’ implication, “once you’ve been hit, you’re not necessarily dead.”

Among the ads’ more vocal opponents is Lee Carson, 33, chair of the city’s Black Gay Men’s Leadership Council. “We need to be culturally sensitive,” he says. “ Not only are black men usually victims of gun violence, but these ads further perpetuate the existing stereotypes that we are gun-toting hoodlums.” In a letter to the interim director of the Philadelphia Health Department, Carmen Paris, Carson wrote, “Given the violence perpetuated against gay men, it is not far-fetched to see how this campaign fosters violence.”

Zigzag’s Norris says he still doesn’t understand the activists’ objections. “We don’t agree that these images have anything to do with violence,” he says, adding that the campaign was endorsed by two focus groups from gay and African-American organizations. “I did not choose it,” he adds, to which Carson responds, “This image should never have made it to the focus groups at all.”

Such fear tactics—images of guns, lesions, scorpions and skeletons, plus spooky, threatening ultimatums—are hardly new in HIV prevention, and their use perennially sparks controversy in the AIDS community. Although Norris says Zigzag “rarely uses fear campaigns,” he adds that “MSMs or men on the ‘down low’ are so hard to reach that fear is the most effective way. Do you pussyfoot around and spend government tax dollars on a campaign that you know won’t work?” Norris says the campaign has been extremely successful, claiming that calls to the Philadelphia Department of Public Health’s HIV/AIDS hot line have increased by 150%. (Department spokespeople did not respond to POZ.com’s numerous requests for comment on this story.)

David Malebranche, MD, 37, an assistant professor of medicine at Atlanta’s Emory University who has extensively studied the African-American MSM community, doesn’t dispute Norris’ numbers. But he does question what he considers the agency’s sensationalistic approach in achieving them. “When government dollars are involved, [prevention contractors] only want to show good numbers up-front,” he says. “I think using fear as a last [desperate] resort is garbage. Everything fear-based comes down from our president who uses fear to launch every agenda.”

Adds Carson, “Phone calls do not translate into testing. We need campaigns that are going to change behaviors over the long haul. We also need to address the underpinnings of HIV—heterosexism, stigma and homophobia.” Malebranche suggests, “What young MSMs need are more strategies that focus on how we can become more empowered and negotiate our mental health without the fear.”

During the week of August 7, local and national media, including the Associated Press, reported that the Department of Public Health pulled the campaign in, well, self-defense. “Not so,” Norris says. “The health department never pulled the ads; they were being phased out on schedule, and this part of the campaign ran its course.” He pauses. “Now, we are ready for Phase 2.” Norris didn’t specify what that phase would involve but did offer these clues: “We will work with any and all groups to make sure that everyone’s opinion is considered. But that will not preclude us from creating sometimes controversial campaigns to get the results our clients are after. We’re not gonna go and get tamed.”

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

Thursday, August 10, 2006

The Power of Advocacy

Many of you may have seen on Keith Boykin's site or Rod 2.0 as well as the print media that an organization I belong to has taken on the Philadelphia Health Department regarding an HIV testing campaign that we feel has harmful reprecussions to members of the Black MSM community here in Philadelphia. Some may disagree with our opinion on the campaign, but none the less we feel we did the right thing by calling on the DOH to pull the campaign. You judge for yourself on the content of the imagery:




So would seeing these images make you want to run out and get an HIV test?

Below is the contents of an article that made national news, which was spurred by a press release that was sent out by the Black Gay Men's Leadership Council, the organization that spearheded the effort to get this campaign pulled.

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Anti-AIDS ads pulled following complaints of violent images


By Marie McCullough, Inquirer Staff Writer


While Philadelphia's mayor and police commissioner have been campaigning against surging gun violence, the city's Department of Public Health has been fighting another scourge with both barrels.

In public service ads urging HIV testing, young African American men are shown in the crosshairs of a gun with the tagline "Have YOU been hit?"

The $236,000 campaign - aimed at gay, bisexual and "down-low" men - ended abruptly yesterday, a few days after the Black Gay Men's Leadership Council went public with concerns it has been raising since December.

"Putting the face of a Black man in the crosshairs of a gun paints a damaging message about violence and Black men... . Given the violence perpetrated against gay men, it is not farfetched to see how this campaign fosters violence," Lee Carson, chair of the year-old leadership council, wrote last month to interim Health Commissioner Carmen Paris.

Yesterday, Paris stressed that she "inherited" the campaign and only recently saw the ads. But she added, "The right thing to do, of course, is not to promote any message that could be perceived as promoting violence."

The campaign launched in late May with ads on SEPTA buses, television, postcards and a Web site, www.dontguess.org.

On Friday, the Web site featured ads and video clips of men in gun sights. Yesterday, they were gone.

Whether this was a result of planning or embarrassment is unclear. The kickoff news release said the campaign's developers would "promote the need for testing throughout the year," but Paris said the campaign was scheduled to end Aug. 3 - last Thursday.

That came as a surprise to UPN 57, one of the TV stations that has been running the ads. "There is no indication of a kill date on any material given to me," said Shelley Hoffmann, UPN's public affairs coordinator.

Even David Acosta, the city's coordinator of AIDS prevention programs, said he was told only yesterday that the campaign he was overseeing had been "pulled as of August 3."

Philadelphia's seemingly intractable crisis of gun violence has gotten so bad - particularly in poor, predominantly minority neighborhoods - that Mayor Street and regional leaders, including Cardinal Justin Rigali, held an unprecedented summit meeting at City Hall on July 31. As of midnight Sunday, 238 people had been been murdered, compared with 215 at the same time last year.

But HIV/AIDS hits the same neighborhoods. Originally the plague of young, middle-class, gay men, HIV/AIDS now predominantly afflicts the marginalized poor, especially African Americans. Black people account for more HIV and AIDS diagnoses and deaths than any other racial or ethnic group in Philadelphia and nationally.

The "Have You Been Hit?" campaign illustrates the challenges of finding a catchy yet careful way of motivating them to find out if they have a potentially deadly sexually transmitted disease.

Zigzag Net Inc., the Philadelphia-based marketing company that developed the campaign, spent months setting up two focus groups to evaluate the most effective themes.

"We are aware of objections to the campaign," said Zigzag project manager Aaron McLean. "However, we acted under the explicit direction of the city Health Department. The response in the focus groups was very positive."

But while McLean said each group had "10 or 12" men who represented the types that resist testing, a letter from Gay Leadership Council member Kevin Trimell Jones to a city AIDS officials suggests otherwise.

Jones, an AIDS researcher at the University of Pennsylvania, complained last December that the first focus group had only eight men, and most didn't fit Zigzag's own recruitment criteria. Most had been tested for HIV recently, and at least one worked with a local AIDS service organization.

Mark McLaurin, founder of the New York State Black Gay Network, said that, to be effective, AIDS prevention campaigns must address underlying problems such as homophobia and substance abuse - and stop fear-mongering.

"I can't imagine the vetting process was well-grounded in this targeted community," he said of Philadelphia's ads. "Above and beyond the obvious issues of scapegoating and demonizing HIV-positive people, for a campaign to simulate gun violence in a city that has been ravaged by gun violence, I'm almost speechless."

The 2 1/2 month Hiatus

So much has happened the past few months that there's no way I can summarize it all here, but there have been lots of positive things going on for me. Part of the reason I haven't blogged in so long is because I've been really busy and had a lack of motivation to write. But I'm baaaack!!!!

One of the highlights in my life since I last blogged is that I went to my family reunion during July 4th weekend. It was our 25th consecutive reunion, in which I have not done so well in getting to them all in my adult years. It was great to see all my family, and to see how big it's gotten with the younger generation. I also built stronger connections with some of my 2nd cousins, that oddly enough, I never really talked to all that much in past years, but something changed this year and that was a good thing. My partner went with me and everyone loved him. It was great to see that they were accepting and I didn't really feel any shadyness from them about me bringing him.

I have still been working as a therapist in the LGBT mental health center, which I enjoy greatly. I have been running a mental health support group there, which has been pretty successful so far. My full time job has been going well also and I have been busy with our new project. It's exciting being part of a creative, dedicated team of people that are working hard to make this a successful project. As you can see from the other post I have on here about the Philadelphia Health Department, that it's not always easy putting together a media-based intervention, and we want to make sure we develop something that will have a positive impact on the community.
The most exciting thing I have coming up is this weekend. My little sister is getting married. She is beautiful and I know she is going to be stunning on her wedding day. I have to head home tomorrow to help her prepare for the wedding. She says she's not stressed, but can't wait until all of it is over, so her life can go back to normal. I'm sure the day will turn out well and the weather is going to be perfect on that day. Finally the heatwave is over.

My involvement with the Black Gay Men's Leadership Council has been productive. I took the position of chairman of the group a couple of months ago, so I have invested a lot of time in helping the organization find it's direction. The post above illustrates some of the work we're doing in the Philadelphia community. We also have another Professional Black LGBT networking event next week, August 17th 5:30-7:30 at the Griffin Cafe' on the corner of Bank and Market Streets in Old City. If you're in Philly, stop through and socialize, it'll be a good time and there are no other events like it in the city, so we are breaking ground.

Keep checking in, I plan on posting regularly again, so stay tuned!